Lavender Fields

 In two days it will be a year since my baby has left. It’s been the most heartbreaking part of this human experience by far. The tears are rolling in the eyes, pushing their way through, even if I don’t want them to. The heart squeezes, holding the waterfall of emotion from crashing down this dam.

Oh my sweet baby, how are you so close and so far away? You come to console me in my dreams, when the storms of life are hitting so hard. Then I awaken with tears running down my face. I cannot hold them.  

For six years you have been by my side, unfolding the dimensions of this earthly experience, you taught me life. Now you teach me life through my dreams, guiding me like the north star on a cold winter night. Love like that doesn’t let go so quickly. It takes a strong hold on your entire being. And pulls you down to the depths of the ocean called life. And when I’m free from this human form, We meet again, in the stars ...

Wind

Wild and free

Carry my prayers to the sea

And set them free

Baptizing us with love, forgiveness,

Rain on us with wisdom

Wash away all pain and grief

Raise us higher than the leaves

Flowing in the wind and dancing

I'm glancing

At your mesmerizing beauty, 

Mama Earth,

You've held me dearly so close

When no one was around

You gave me sound

Coming from my heart

I listen closely to your whisper

And then the quiet comes,

Please listen....

One morning,

the poetry just started flowing out of me

And ever since I have been free 

To be

On this magnetic Earth

To birth

Creations of a heart

One beating human heart

Igniting one another

Sister brother

In love we win

In fight we lose. abuse and suffer

So let's burst out in laughter

And recognize the light inside each other's heart

That brings together, not apart

The family,

We're all in this toGather

Making the weather better

Smile, my soul

I haven't seen you shine, it's been so long

But now you are in all your glory

Creating our greatest story

Telling wisdom to those who listen

Sharing sound

A queen is crowned

Soul shine 
Your heart is an old friend of mine 
Like the ocean and the sky 
Pure melodies 
Beyond the time 
We rhyme 
The treasure is more precious than gold the world has ever knowed Heart beats 
In unison 
It's never getting cold 
We hold 
The keys 
To the eternal bliss 
It smells like lavender 
By light we are 
Forever kissed

Frost covered grass, mist mysteriously moving above the lake, round moon is still up in the sky behind me and in front of me the sun rising. My heart is filled with gratitude, overwhelmed with love. Morning prayer time… Suddenly I turn my head to the left and see my shadow. It seemed to have a life on its own. It seemed to be separated from me. The very first time in my life I get to have such a feeling. Ahh, that’s you, my shadow….I am the light and you are the shadow. You always follow me everywhere, but yet you will always be behind me. You can never overcome the divine light that is within me. We can coexist. You can teach me about the darkness, there is wisdom in it. I will take what I need without diving deep into you, my shadow. I will keep looking forward, always knowing that you are behind. We can coexist. Harmony, creation, power to the light, but remember the shadow. A raven screams above me and flies towards the sun, throwing its shadow onto the Earth. 

It keeps me undistracted

From the sacred process of creation,

Food is for mortals,

Coffee kills hunger,

I am  here to invent and produce,

But not use,

I like meeting my soulmate,

He keeps me undistracted,

From the sacred process of creation,

He wants nothing less but to let me breath in life,

And breath out poetry and sounds,

He is mighty, a lion,

We met a thousand light years into the future…

I like the thrill of traveling,

A hug that says: “I might not see you anymore”

The epic emotion that comes with it…

“It was so good to see you”, says the soul with the tremble in its voice, 

Eyes watering, heart crying, “You’re leaving, 

But I love you,

I always have, always will,

You’re beautiful inside and out,

May the Universe spoil you with its infinite love,

Go play,

Be a child,

Don’t care,

Fly with the wind,

Sing for the sun,

Make love under the moon,

Let the stars enviably shine down on you two,

In the middle of the night,

Lovingly…